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21 November 2009 @ 12:07 pm

Still not dead (:

Am sorry for updating this space for so long....muahaha...solly solly lah. I'm just...too preoccupied w work...
Aha! i just saw my previous post dated sept 03....MUAHAHAHA....
more than 2 months? Gosh!?!?!
fralalalala....

anyway. i just lost my interest to blog... im not that opened to sharing my abt my life anymore.

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03 September 2009 @ 01:19 am

Great to see me back~!!!

It's weird for me to blog ONCE a month. ha! People who used to hog at this blog waiting to get updated about this bitch's life must have been feeling very miserable!
Too bad,then!

*when typing this entry, im furiously signing up and getting know how to use twitter!!!*

anyway, back to this post.
As i was saying, you people must be feeling very miserable without having to read about my oh so fabulous life... I shall be kind and feed you part of what im going thru.

Fret not, it's not what you had wished! I'm not dead. I'm still kicking alive. Very much alive.
ha!

OKAY. First to kick off would be my end of academic terms in TP! *yays. What i have been yearning for since the day i stepped into TP, finally comes true!
Well, academic part that is.
Internship is starting pretty soon ~~ a fact that i would wish to deny.... Oh well.
All would be good, i hope. Hahahhaha!

On the other hand, I have really been living my fullest since the short break has kicked in.
Spending time with my poly clique, with sec school clique, church clique.... oh, i should say i haven been spending time with my cell clique. hahaha! I'm so sorry :(
Okay, to cut everything short... I have spent my time well(plus money wise)....on shopping with the cliques...and on food ! oh oh oh!!!! recently would be on movies!
Goodness! One week 3 movies?! highest record for me!!!! the 3rd one would be the upcoming TIME TRAVELLER'S WIFE. awesome

To side track a bit, i can't believe it was my brother who intro-ed this book to me. Yes, my younger brother who got me into the deep shit of gotten addicted to the book eversince i started on the first page.
Well, it was worth reading anyway. Thanks didi! :)

And so, i was talking about internship... Starting work on sept 7th... The feelings that i have been experiencing were quite redundant....Urghs. I would jolly well eat shit if i screw my internship up.Boohoo! :P

and yes, yours truly here skipped napfa today. good job. HA HA HA.

aye, i'm really being super random here. doesnt really go with the flow........but. whatever lah yah!

Lastly :

Something that i will post when I'm ready to say.
Till then, keep guessing!((:

Current Location: Singapore, Singapore

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09 August 2009 @ 01:10 pm

by the name of Friends

Bothersome people who chose to live in their so called righteous fantasy.
Well go on.
For He would know what is happening
For He would know who is lying
For He is the only who can judge on The Day itself.

Sometimes it is through tough times that you know, who are your friends.
yet, it is also through tough times that you will lose your friends.
how true. how true.

Hypocrites are REALLY everywhere. They know your existent but you have no idea where they are.
For a minute, they are beside you...joking with you.
Another minute, they are behind you...stabbing with you, real hard.

By the word of mouth, how powerful it is.
&yet no one choose to verify the credibility of the things they heard.

Living in denial , living in fear.
Fearing for the truth might be in the light one day
&your deeds be exposed.
Like how onions are being peeled, layers by layers.
How nice.

You know deep down. Who's wrong and who's right.

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27 July 2009 @ 09:19 am

Today is the first day of work for uncle wz ((:

oh yes. I'm learning guitar now&in sept im learning Jap lang

&august 17-20th I will be having my LAST exams for my 3 years of poly life

Go kiki Go!

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11 July 2009 @ 02:11 pm

this is just me

while people aspire to buy a CAR, i aspire to buy a van.
ha~
im not weird.
I like the feeling of sitting high, able to see everything.
car? ha. when im feeling the adrenaline to buy one, i will.
for now, im more than contented to have a van ;)

you think driving a van is lowlife? get out of that box , you lowlife for whoever is commenting that to urself while u read my blog.

get back to me when you CAN drive a van.

i love being the weird me.you cant stop me;P

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29 June 2009 @ 09:31 pm

Wahahahaha. I'M BACK PPL. I'M BACK TO BLOGGING. WOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.
but this shall not be the post that you have been waiting for. Im sorry.
I've lost the motivation to blog and found no reason to blog nowadays.

seriously.

all i get was.....studying............projects.............

and until recently, watching MJ's moonwalk. HA HA HA

Eversince school reopened, i have no life-at all.

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18 June 2009 @ 10:48 pm

God is in control

I know, deep down in my heart that God is in control.
I need not be afraid 'cus whatever im experiencing is the BEST for me.

God is with me. Loves ('v')

I will be back soon enough.

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30 May 2009 @ 11:11 am

Going on for a long break

It has been long since i really sit down and to think about posting a serious entry about my life. It's nothing but a mundane life that im leading now.So uninteresting:(

Well, come to think of my studies now. Im glad that im on my toes.... striving for the best.
Of course.... i failed miserably after an attempt. Failed one of my papers. BUT im not going get all emo about this. Im going to move on with what's more impt in my life.

When we start to prioritise our goals... we will be more clear headed in what we are doing.
Less emotional.
I don't deny that i really hate school.
but i try to put that at the back of my head. and really to stay focus on my work.
No point to keep saying that " wha lao. i really hate school." or " school sucks" and not doing anything about it, right?

Yeah. it's easier to say than to be done.

Lucky me, im always reminded constantly with what a friend of said
shit happens. anything happens. we cannot change the fact that it happened. we cannot stop what is happening. the only thing we can change is to look at that problem from a different perspective & change the attitude we have towards the problem

really, it's a goooooooooood way of leading a better life.
not as irritated
not as sulking anymore................

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25 May 2009 @ 12:09 am

My brother snapped this photo while i drove in the van!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
okay. back to study now
^.^

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19 May 2009 @ 12:04 am

deprived? am i?

Working on assignments, study for tests....
Ha, that seemed just to be my daily routine ....
If you ever realise, it's your friends that give you a wonderful day..
Friends are not perfect, in fact nobody is.
You do not change ur friends from what they actually were to what you want
Shits happened, and all it takes to make things better is how you look at it
how you choose to react to it.

I don't deny... I get pissed off very easily by A.
forget the fact that she shouted at me on friday.....
im really not as patient to her like others...
how she make me feel cheesed off for not sending me the report and make me go woolala.

just when the sermon is about choosing to forgive and not to remember
im stuck with dealing this.
&im not doing it well.

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13 May 2009 @ 12:33 am

blog abt my bdae soon.

anyway, i dun like school. like seriously.
i hate the idea of school
cus school=meetings AND more MEETINGS.

for the sake of good grades.
im nt giving up
for I can always depend on God for the strength required.

JIAYOU KK!!

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11 May 2009 @ 09:31 pm

Sick and tired of what HAS BEEN HAPPENING.
im really damn pissed off.
Seriously.

First thing - GMP meeting

Since last week...i have been damn unhappy.
I admit that it was my fault that I was sick on the GMP meeting day.
Seriously, i apologised for that.
I tried to make up for the time lost.
One of my grp member told me that there was GMP meeting on thursday.
DESPITE school ends at 1+PM or earlier, i freakingly STAYED BACK to wait for other of my grp members to finish their lab.
GUESS WHAT!?!!?
they told me right smack on my face that " huh. today got meeting meh"
come on leh... seriously.

and today,
cus i had something on.. so i told one of the grp member (cus others weren't online) that i couldn't make it.
unless it was at 1-2. i would rather i dun eat to have GMP meeting first.
but guess what that person say.
"2-3"
ok fine then.
but i seriously couldn't make it.
i make it a point to her that i can go school early and have 2 hours of GMP meeting
she said ok.

THEN WHAT WAS SMACKED ON MY FACE AGAIN WAS 2 OF MY GRP MATES ASKING WHERE WAS I.
it was seriously a rude shock that the person didnt inform this person.
PLEASE Leh.
I neever say i didnt want meeting.
hello.
get ur facts right.
who dun want good grades?
watch what you say next time. seriously.

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07 May 2009 @ 07:58 pm

UPDATES: "i have a body that every girl desires" is refering to someone. not me la! wha lao-.-

My "boyfriend"! wahahahaha.

As usual, school is not very appealing to me.
That's not something new , right?
okay, the new thing is...
I didn't miss ANY lecture since sch reopens.
ok lah, tuesday i sick what. got MC. haha
So, im pretty satisfied with myself.
and i found out that i have MORE time for myself and my work when im not giving tuition.
cool.
well,we can't always have the good things happening.
tuition=money
no tuition=time
alright. I know which doors are opened and which are closed.
it took me quite awhile to realise that ;s hehehe.

Alright. just to say, going to school sucks
but sometimes it's yr friends that has been the motivation for you to go school.
that's pretty true.
it's pretty fun to laugh at ppl and getting laughed at -_-'
hahahah!

I didn't know what i was doing then. I think this photo was taken by jaslow or whoever that played my phone.
i rmb, that the ice mountain at the left hand side of the photo was spilled by me. HAHAAH
i think it's because of "I have the body that every girl desire"
ROFL.

proudly taken by jaslow.-__-"
HAHAHA....

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30 April 2009 @ 10:25 pm

Blogging out how agitated, how cheesed of i was doesn't appease me.
only confiding in Him does now.

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25 April 2009 @ 11:44 pm

Undergoing torture...

To start off everything, I must say that first week of school was indeed a blessed one.
no doubt i was very unhappy with the class schedule, but I still went through the whole process with a positive attitude.

Through the grace of God, I got my DPP elective.
However, we cannot get all the things we want in our life just like that.
With DPP elective, i got to sacrifice by supposedly-off-friday
Well, and that's 1 hour for the whole of friday
-_-""
But i guess , this is small case compared to getting a friday off yet stucked with BPT elective.
I would rather have my friday burnt, then.

I've been getting very emotional these days.
to the extent that i really dreaded it.
i had a very unpleasant talk with my grandma when I came home with stuffs about my school work.
it's a fact that i know she really loves me a lot, but i can't help feeling fustrated over her over-protective-ness.
I hate to be restricted and i hate to be misunderstood:(
she always think in her own way...without sparring a thought for me.
Sometimes,I felt that my mom understands me better than my grandma.
though the percentage of love is drastically apart.
HAHA :P

oh well.
im feeling damn shitty.
:(
Sigh.

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20 April 2009 @ 11:08 pm

shit the bloody sch(TP)
what mammalian tissue cell culture.
stop disrupting my nicely organised schedule.
&i didnt choose BPT.
get DPP for me.
you suck. totally.
like, im so unhappy studying in TP.
GRR.
died.

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20 April 2009 @ 01:55 am

IT'S THE DAMN DAY TO HAVE SCHOOL.
OMG. TP SUCKKKKKKKKKKK
totally.
i can't imagine concourse WITHOUT mel ong.
that's the ultimate.
i hate mel ong for leaving me:(
but i miss you more!!!!!
HAHHAAHAAHAH:D

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19 April 2009 @ 02:01 pm

A whole new level of worshiping God.
Rockkk ON \m/
woohoo

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19 April 2009 @ 12:51 am

Jesus take the wheel

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy
With the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was
Running low on faith and gasoline
It'd been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind
And she didn't pay attention
She was going way too fast
And before she knew it she was spinning
On a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was so scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder
When she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby
In the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on

Jesus take the wheel
Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, oh...

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18 April 2009 @ 11:56 am

" Don't we need a God-man Saviour? A just-God Jesus could make us but not understand us. A just-man Jesus could love us but never save us.But a God-man Jesus? Near enough to touch. Strong enough to trust. A next door Saviour."-Next door Saviour,Max Lucado

It's a very real thing to me.

My personal walk with God wasn't smooth-sailing. Along the way, there were hiccups, there were doubts about if God is real.. about what if christanity is a fantasy when i woke up the next morning.
True enough when I drifted away from God , away from the "lies" i thought.
He came to me, offered His hands, walked towards me to close up the gap I've created.
In the midst of everything, He showed me the way I should be walking, He through stranger tell me that He's always there for me.
He showed me that nobody ever on this Earth other than Him , love me this much to forgive every sin I've commited.

Yet time and again, I'm hurting Him with my undutiful actions)):

I came to realise that the greatest thing in knowing God is not about the goodness in us when we became Christains.
Rather, it's the reward of knowing Christ Himself.

" What is more, I consider everything a loss compared to the surpassing greatness of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord, for whose sake I have lost all things. I consider them rubbish, that i may gain Christ" Philippians 3:8 NIV

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